So the east coast is backing for another hurricane. Sadly, right now they are predicting direct landfall in a 100 mile radius of where I live. I live in a town right across from barrier islands, and we have a history of severe flooding even when it's a full moon. This will be our second big hurricane in less then a year, and our third natural disaster in that time. We had a lovely Derecho, which is a freak storm that causes sustained wind gusts of over 100 mph. We were without electricity for about a week, and had major wind damage.
As someone with a Master's in Public Health, I tend to worry slightly more about this things. After being forced to study natural disasters and emergency preparedness as a part of my degree, I have a much better understanding just how dangerous storms can be, especially to those who are elderly and have health issues.
Crohns is a miserable disease to have, with or without electric. My main concerns, though as minuscule as they may seem, include the ability to find restrooms, being able to flush toilets for sanitary purposes, and keeping a hold of my daily medications. Right now since I am going through a severe flare up, I am doing my best to take it easy, and stay hydrated because I want to avoid the emergency room at any cost if during a true disaster. I am worried about water supply and food supply, since my body is so sensitive at this time. Plus as all of us with crohn's know, stress is one of the worst possible things for the disease.
Hopefully we get hit mildly, and there will be nothing to worry about. Better safe then sorry. HHS so cliche. Alright time to watch my Gators pummel Georgia!
Saturday, October 27, 2012
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Emergency room.
Starting Sunday while working, I felt extremely weak and dizzy. I had a large breakfast (delicious bacon, eggs and toast) and was drinking my normal sweet tea and water. I made it through 6 hours of work but I began to feel like I couldn't stand without passing out. I begged and pleaded to go home, which my manager hesitantly said okay to.
I tried juices Gatorade and more carbs. I was thinking I felt kind of flu like symptoms with lethargy and weakness but no fever and no swollen glands. My crohns has been absolutely terrible lately which I thought was the main culprit. This past week I haven't been able to eat much. I go from having an appetite of a horse to barely getting down two small meals. The pain has been ridiculous as well. I also have been dealing with bouts of constipation which is totally abnormal for me.
After a mini pass out episode Sunday night I decided that if I still felt like crap Monday I would go to urgent care (a step below the ER). After a quick check up from the dr there did not like my symptoms and how I looked and sent me to the ER through their fast pass. As I got to the ER I still felt like crap. They quickly did a full lab work up, an while waiting for the results gave me an iv to rehydrate and morphine for pain. My blood and urine showed signs of severe dehydration along with a high white blood cell count, high AST levels (which I knew of beforehand since my liver is having issues) and weird blood sugar levels.
I have been having moderately high blood sugar readings (I'm not diabetic) but it is related to my possible fatty liver disease and poor liver function. The high white blood count is interesting but not uncommon during crohns flares.
Over all the ER doc said to be extremely careful keeping myself hydrated and trying to stay nourished. He wanted to have a gi there perform a colonoscopy but also said that because I have one scheduled within two weeks that it is fine. My GI got a full report and I'm waiting for him to call back.
I hate that my gi is so far away (over an hour). But I feel so comfortable with him I can't change. I have seen the local GI docs (all 3) and haven't been able to form a great patient relationship with them. I'm sticking with dr. C until my insurance runs out.
So plan of action is to take it extremely easy and stay hydrated. And nourished even if food hates me at this time. Ugh life .
I tried juices Gatorade and more carbs. I was thinking I felt kind of flu like symptoms with lethargy and weakness but no fever and no swollen glands. My crohns has been absolutely terrible lately which I thought was the main culprit. This past week I haven't been able to eat much. I go from having an appetite of a horse to barely getting down two small meals. The pain has been ridiculous as well. I also have been dealing with bouts of constipation which is totally abnormal for me.
After a mini pass out episode Sunday night I decided that if I still felt like crap Monday I would go to urgent care (a step below the ER). After a quick check up from the dr there did not like my symptoms and how I looked and sent me to the ER through their fast pass. As I got to the ER I still felt like crap. They quickly did a full lab work up, an while waiting for the results gave me an iv to rehydrate and morphine for pain. My blood and urine showed signs of severe dehydration along with a high white blood cell count, high AST levels (which I knew of beforehand since my liver is having issues) and weird blood sugar levels.
I have been having moderately high blood sugar readings (I'm not diabetic) but it is related to my possible fatty liver disease and poor liver function. The high white blood count is interesting but not uncommon during crohns flares.
Over all the ER doc said to be extremely careful keeping myself hydrated and trying to stay nourished. He wanted to have a gi there perform a colonoscopy but also said that because I have one scheduled within two weeks that it is fine. My GI got a full report and I'm waiting for him to call back.
I hate that my gi is so far away (over an hour). But I feel so comfortable with him I can't change. I have seen the local GI docs (all 3) and haven't been able to form a great patient relationship with them. I'm sticking with dr. C until my insurance runs out.
So plan of action is to take it extremely easy and stay hydrated. And nourished even if food hates me at this time. Ugh life .
Saturday, October 20, 2012
Update.
So I've been slacking majorly from this. The past few weeks have kicked my butt, literally. After showing the CT enterography and bloodwork to my regular GI, he was optimistic. Optimistic about me having Crohn's, an Incurable disease? No, optimistic that I have a recomfirmed diagnosis. The past two years, or well much longer thinking back, I have been having the symptoms of the disease. It is common in Crohn's for the symptoms to manifest even years before the pathological onset of the disease. For me, the Crohn's has presented itself on and off through the past two years, but has gotten progressively worse over time, not to mention that I've gone through bouts with no treatment.
I have Crohn's, and will for life. It is slowly damaging my gastrointestinal tract, and now other parts of my body. My joints are continuously swollen, hot and painful. My rheumatologist says I have the beginnings of osteoarthritis at 24. I have zero energy, and am having difficulty staying nourished. My liver has grown to double its size due to inflammation, and I now have a form of Fatty Liver Disease. We are not sure if it is from my steroid use, or Crohn's, since both contribute to the change in cells. My greatest worry is that the damage is permenant, but I am staying hopeful it is not. I am just worried since my liver is poorly functioning from it, leaving my body even more ill. I just feel sick. Like the feeling when the flu is coming and you don't want to leave bed.
Right now my Crohn's is poorly controlled on Asacol HD. Steroids worked for a time, but between my liver and psychological changes I had to stop taking them. The next two classes of drugs, whether it be biologics or immunomodulators, all cause liver toxicity and would put my liver under further stress. At the same time, without having a method to control the inflammation of my Crohn's, my body is suffering even more so. It's a sticky situation.
Dr.C, my regular Gastro who I will be continuing my care with, wants to do another colonoscopy and a push endoscopy, in three weeks. The CT showed severe issues at my ileum, and he wants to see just how bad it is, and while at it, check as much as he can to see the extent of inflammation. This will be my third duel colonoscopy/endoscopy this calendar year, fourth duel within the past 12 months and my fifth endoscopy within the past 20 months.
Thank God for amazing insurance. My life has been put on hold. I will continue to live with my mom until I can get a handle on this disease. My work has been extremely limited, and god forbid I need to take time off, the financial burden is greatly lifted. I'm in a holding pattern, watching my peers and friends around me, have real jobs, their own places, get married and have kids. I on the other hand can barely get out of bed in the morning, and take care of myself let alone thinking about others. This disease is more then just a physical set back, it is taking every ounce of my courage to continue to keep going.
It's terrible to admit, but in dire times, I have wished why couldn't this be cancer, at least with most cancers there are tons of treatment options, and hell now in days it's even glamorous. Hollywood has made it acceptable to have cancer. It sounds so ridiculous. Thousands of people across the nation support the cause for cancer reasearch education fundraisers and support. Crohn's is a unglamorous disease, with no cure, few treatment options, and zero public awareness. I feel so ungrateful writing that. Almost every single adult in this country has donated at least 1$ to the cancer cause, whether it be breast cancer awareness month, Relay for Life, the American Cancer Society, Livestrong, the Susan G Komen foundation...and the list goes on. I am not trying to belittle cancer in any way or compare Crohn's and cancer. It bothers me though, that there is such little awareness of Crohn's disease. Maybe I am slightly jealous. People can relate to cancer, or least empathize. With Crohn's most people don't even know what the disease is, not to mention the full spectrum of the disease, I hope that when I am fully healthy, I can change this.i need to change this.
I have Crohn's, and will for life. It is slowly damaging my gastrointestinal tract, and now other parts of my body. My joints are continuously swollen, hot and painful. My rheumatologist says I have the beginnings of osteoarthritis at 24. I have zero energy, and am having difficulty staying nourished. My liver has grown to double its size due to inflammation, and I now have a form of Fatty Liver Disease. We are not sure if it is from my steroid use, or Crohn's, since both contribute to the change in cells. My greatest worry is that the damage is permenant, but I am staying hopeful it is not. I am just worried since my liver is poorly functioning from it, leaving my body even more ill. I just feel sick. Like the feeling when the flu is coming and you don't want to leave bed.
Right now my Crohn's is poorly controlled on Asacol HD. Steroids worked for a time, but between my liver and psychological changes I had to stop taking them. The next two classes of drugs, whether it be biologics or immunomodulators, all cause liver toxicity and would put my liver under further stress. At the same time, without having a method to control the inflammation of my Crohn's, my body is suffering even more so. It's a sticky situation.
Dr.C, my regular Gastro who I will be continuing my care with, wants to do another colonoscopy and a push endoscopy, in three weeks. The CT showed severe issues at my ileum, and he wants to see just how bad it is, and while at it, check as much as he can to see the extent of inflammation. This will be my third duel colonoscopy/endoscopy this calendar year, fourth duel within the past 12 months and my fifth endoscopy within the past 20 months.
Thank God for amazing insurance. My life has been put on hold. I will continue to live with my mom until I can get a handle on this disease. My work has been extremely limited, and god forbid I need to take time off, the financial burden is greatly lifted. I'm in a holding pattern, watching my peers and friends around me, have real jobs, their own places, get married and have kids. I on the other hand can barely get out of bed in the morning, and take care of myself let alone thinking about others. This disease is more then just a physical set back, it is taking every ounce of my courage to continue to keep going.
It's terrible to admit, but in dire times, I have wished why couldn't this be cancer, at least with most cancers there are tons of treatment options, and hell now in days it's even glamorous. Hollywood has made it acceptable to have cancer. It sounds so ridiculous. Thousands of people across the nation support the cause for cancer reasearch education fundraisers and support. Crohn's is a unglamorous disease, with no cure, few treatment options, and zero public awareness. I feel so ungrateful writing that. Almost every single adult in this country has donated at least 1$ to the cancer cause, whether it be breast cancer awareness month, Relay for Life, the American Cancer Society, Livestrong, the Susan G Komen foundation...and the list goes on. I am not trying to belittle cancer in any way or compare Crohn's and cancer. It bothers me though, that there is such little awareness of Crohn's disease. Maybe I am slightly jealous. People can relate to cancer, or least empathize. With Crohn's most people don't even know what the disease is, not to mention the full spectrum of the disease, I hope that when I am fully healthy, I can change this.i need to change this.
Monday, October 1, 2012
Anxiousness
These past few days have killed me. I am nervous what tomorrow's GI appointment will bring, with all these new test results. What I do know is that my medication will be changing dramatically and just that I have a long road ahead.
I hope dr. C doesn't hate me for getting a second opinion but it was a gut instinct hehe, and it proved very helpful. I am going to have a difficult time deciding where to further my treatment. Dr. C is over an hour away and if I get placed on biologics it would be a pain to be so far away. On the other hand, I feel much more comfortable with him personally, but the other GI has a great reputation and is so close.
Fingers crossed and many prayers.
Niki
I hope dr. C doesn't hate me for getting a second opinion but it was a gut instinct hehe, and it proved very helpful. I am going to have a difficult time deciding where to further my treatment. Dr. C is over an hour away and if I get placed on biologics it would be a pain to be so far away. On the other hand, I feel much more comfortable with him personally, but the other GI has a great reputation and is so close.
Fingers crossed and many prayers.
Niki
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